HELP NEEDED TO FIND MY SANITY AND PEACE OF MIND

I’M FRUSTRATED AND I CANT TAKE THIS NO MORE.

ALL ALONE, FILLED WITH SADNESS AND UNSPOKEN RAGE.

THE ANSWER IS ALMOST TOO SIMPLE, THERE IS NONE…

THIS THING HAS BECOME A PART OF ME HAS EASILY AS

THIS PAIN THAT I SO DESPERATELY WANT TO EASE.

TAKIN FROM ME DAILY, GIVIN ME NOTHING BUT

HEARTWARMIN SMILES AND A HEART AT THAT.

I LOVE U BECAUSE U ARE MINE TO LOVE AND U HAVE GIVEN ME LIFE.

I RESENT U BECAUSE U HAVE TAKE MY LIFE.

SCARED MY EMOTIONS WILL SOME HOW TURN TO HATE, REGRET OR ANGER.

WHY ARE U HERE? AM I BEING PUNISHED?

PRAYIN FOR THE STRENGTH TO PAY FOR MY PAST SINS.

IF NOT THAT, THEN WAT IS THIS?

A BLESSING SOME MIGHT SAY.

I HAVE MORE QUESTIONS THAN I HAVE ANSWERS.

HEAR MY CRY, I AM WEAK NOW.

DRAINED WITH THE LAST DROP OF TEARS FALLIN FROM ME.

REDEEM ME DEAR GOD!

PLEASE, I WANT MY LIFE BACK!!!!

I HAVE TAKEN MORE THAN I CAN BEAR

OR HAVE I?

IS THERE MORE?… IS THERE REALLY MORE?

IS THIS MY LIFE?

THIS THING WILL NEVER HAPPEN TO ME AGAIN

NOT LIKE THIS ANY WAY.

TELL ME HOW CAN I NOT LOVE U.

A FOOL FOR LOVE IS A FOOL FOR PAIN.

EVEN IN THIS CONTEXT.

MUST THERE ALWAYS BE PAIN IN MY LOVE?